wow it has been some times since the last time i blogged.. i swear the weather nowadays so motherfucking hot man. my life has gone through quite a big change throughout this past few months.. a change for the better? i guess.. got hooked up with the nightlife and i'm sort of enjoying it although my grades worsen a little lol.. my mental health has gotten better.. still on medication though.. still gets paranoid occasionally.. looking back.. been a fucking jerk for a period of time.. omfg i can't believe what i did too.. i have always voiced up for the innocence and defamates the fucking hypocrites but i guess i am one of the bad guys too lol. now i understand.. dont judge.. u have to be a bad guy to understand how a bad guy feels too . ok its ok readers you guys dont have to understand wtf i'm saying.. this space is just for me to make random rants about the happenings in my life.. just fucking dont act like a holy piece of shitty saint when u have never been through anything yet..